It also isn't the first time he has liked a post or watched a story or made a comment about a posting in an e-mail exchange since the divorce although it doesn't happen often. The last time was probably four or five weeks ago.
I'm not sure he particularly enjoyed our garden visits when we were together, flowers and plants weren't really his thing so it seems an odd one to like.
I'm really curious what would make him continue to follow me so closely, what goes through his head when he decides to like a post.
Sometimes I wonder where his head is at. Sometimes I wonder where his head was at when he decided to end it. And it's not that I believe any good would come of talking to him and asking him - he never could be truly honest with me before so I doubt he could be truly honest with me now. Plus I'm not sure he even always knows what's in his head.
I wonder if he continued to read my travel blog after the divorce. I'll probably never know and it really doesn't matter. My focus is on moving on and tonight I'm going to go find out how uncoordinated and out-of-shape I am with a hip hop cardio class. It should be interesting....
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