The way he looked at me on Friday is still with me even as I have moved forward and bounced back from the grief it caused me. I wonder though, how self-aware he even was of the way he looked at me. And I wonder how accurately I ever interpreted his expressions. There is too much space between his conscious and subconscious thoughts, my conscious and subconscious thoughts, and the way we each express those thoughts.
So when I say it unnerved me how much power he still seemed to have over me in that moment, is it really power he has over me? Or is the power in the perceptions that I allow to persist in my mind?
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