Sunday, July 13, 2025

Life as I know it now

I stood up after sending a text to a friend to see three CSX engines pulling a train past my apartment.  I now know, there very likely will be more mid-train engines. I never would have experienced this if I had not divorced.  This view, the noise that comes with it, the smaller space, it isn't something my ex would have even considered.  So even as I miss the marriage I thought I had, I'm experiencing joy in a way I couldn't have without a divorce.  And even in the midst of pain, for that I'm thankful.

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