Last night as I exchanged a few texts with a friend who I was asking to check in on me to make sure I got home, tears welled up in my eyes. I was suddenly overwhelmed with concern over who would be checking in on my husband periodically. He hasn't developed the network I have. He really hasn't made friends since moving here aside from the husband in a couples friend. And throughout our marriage he really depended on me for a lot so to go from that to nothing is probably going to be hard.
When I got home I asked if he had people who would check in on him periodically and he looked at me like I had three heads. He says he isn't worried about it at all. When his uncle (who he was really close to) passed away, it took days for someone to find him, I don't believe the thought hasn't crossed his mind.
Anyway, it's hard to turn off that worry and concern. I may never be able to. But I'm not going to be in a position to do anything about it soon and I rightly need the distance to heal.
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