The roller coaster of emotions continues. This morning I just feel nauseous and all I can think about is what he might be doing on the trip we had planned together. I'm jealous that I don't get to take a trip I had been dreaming of. And I'm so sad that we aren't experiencing it together and won't travel together again.
I'm angry that he chose this timing to just completely walk away from the marriage. I'm angry he wasn't willing to put any effort into our marriage so that it got to this point.
I'm heartbroken.
And so I haven't eaten breakfast yet. I'm not hungry and I'm nauseous. And I just want to go back to bed and wake up when this bad dream is over.
No comments:
Post a Comment