I have felt calm these last two days, in a way that I haven't experienced in quite some time. I don't know if this past weekend just gave me the closure I needed or taking that first big step of securing an apartment just shifted my focus or if these first two days of this week or were just a complete fluke and tomorrow I'll be a mess. I'm really hoping it wasn't just a fluke though and that this is a sign of healing.
The calm has allowed me to start dreaming of a future. I've been adding things to the Amazon cart and pouring through Bed Bath and Beyond's website to come up with a list to take advantage of a 20% off the entire order coupon. I've been thinking through what I want to take with me and what I want to leave behind. I've been studying the floor plan to consider how I might set up my apartment. And I'm working my way through online accounts changing e-mail addresses and passwords and creating new accounts where I didn't have my own.
Right now, the future seems bright.
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