Last night was the second night in a row where I actually slept. I think I slept continuously from about 9:30 p.m. until after 4 a.m. (and then went back to sleep for a bit more). The night before I only woke up twice and was able to fall back asleep pretty quickly each time.
Maybe I'm finding some peace with signing the divorce documents and re-setting my mindset.
What if staying with me was too much of a crutch that it interfered with my husband's ability to deal with whatever internal struggles he is facing? What if it really had nothing to do with me personally and everything to do with him needing to face this alone?
If that is the case, the greatest gift I could give him was to let go.
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