Sunday evening reflections

It's Sunday evening.  I wait for the sun to set so the temperature will drop just a bit more before I can open my windows wide.  I'm enjoying this quiet moment to reflect.

Thirteen days ago, this whirlwind started.  I was irritated going into work that morning for many reasons and didn't expect to have my world turned upside down before lunchtime.  It's hard to believe it's only been 13 days.

I now feel more settled.  The adrenaline has worn off.  The realization of what is to actually come is a huge distraction from the past.  I'm still in that hallway of transition but the door in front of me is now open and my feet are moving towards it.  I can see glimpses of what is just beyond the threshold.

I haven't completely quieted that slightly anxious voice in the back of my head, the one that feels the uncertainty of not having all my ducks in a row yet.  I'm making financial and life-changing decisions without the comfort of an official start date yet.  But that voice is quieter now.

I saw a meme the other day that encouraged taking the risk.  It said (paraphrasing as I don't recall the exact wording) that it might work out, which would be great.  Or it might not, which would be a moment to learn.  Both paths lead to growth.  

So I'm jumping in with both feet.

It was a productive weekend.  I took care of some administrative tasks related to my new place - submitting proof of renters insurance, setting up utilities, verifying my account and reviewing my budget to be ready to make my first months' rent payment this week, etc.  I donated some clothes and items I no longer needed and then charged my car for the drive next Saturday.  

I cleaned out the planters and pots on my balcony.  I organized my apartment.  And I put in an order for some things I needed to help with the move.

In thinking about this move to start a brand new chapter, I decided I wanted something new and fresh in my apartment (without going too crazy).  So I found a shower curtain that I'm excited about which also had matching bath mats.  And since my towels are quite old, I ordered new towels in just the right color to match it all.  I splurged on a top rated brand that is supposed to be so plush.  I've been upgrading so many areas of my life, it was time for my towels to get an upgrade. 

I now feel ready to face the week.  I made some huge progress in a data project I was working on last week and so am excited to finish it.  And hopefully more of my ducks will get in a row this week.